Yes, in cock we can and do love. I get what you mean because I went through an 8 year period thinking I could not possibly be gay; that it was a phase that I would out-grow. But all the while I found myself being attracted to cock and jacking off with that image in my mind and heart. Even after I was with guys for a couple of times I still thought I might be successful at getting it on with a female. But each time I tried to even date, it was pure torture, something I really wanted to avoid. Especially after this one sent me on a wild goose chase to get rid of me. So I decided I was being a hurt fool and I went to the Galleon (local gay bar) again and I met a guy, went home with him and spent the night naked in bed with him. That night I had this overwhelming urge come over me and suddenly I realized I badly needed to suck his cock. I did and it was a wonderful confirmation and realization that I loved and needed cock. Never tried after females again and have been happy with men, cock, ever since. 😃
