TommyJJ I sucked cock as a kid but quit at about 14 and tried to be straight. I liked fucking and eating pussy, but always masturbated fantasizing about sucking cock. After many years of marriage, as she lost interest, I turned to porn, and quickly gay porn. Finally answered a craigslist ad and the addiction resumed.
After she caught me we divorced, and I became a complete cock and balls worshipping cumpig.
I'm still cursed with attraction to pussy, but I am trying to end it. I'm 6 years pussy-free and have sucked over 50 cocks and swallowed more loads than that. I watch cock worship and pussy aversion hypnos and my intent is to descend irreversibly into homosexual depravity.
I suppose if I could find a Man to be sub to, that would seal the deal. But I have absolutely surrendered to my lust for cock and cum and I hope to never see a woman naked again.